What happens in Atlantic City, stays in… the heart

[Show前...雜想]

今次見偶像其實好開心，原來佢都幾在意自己啵（我覺得）
不過點解我咁怪誕，時冷時熱呢？
有時好熱心，有時又好唔在乎咁，重幾次窒佢，窒得幾應下添
GL，你好唔畀面人啫~~~
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喺機場我一走埋去佢就同我講 “好耐冇見”…“你認得我咩？”…“認得﹗~~”
OK，呢個位，我應該話 “真係？”，然後好開心咁笑 ^_^ …
But no… 我偏偏明知故問 “咁我叫咩名？”… “呃，名呢個就~~~”
偶像發出求救信息，Kelly快啲救佢啦… 我都知你唔會記得架喇
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每當我望住佢嘅時候，我總係覺得佢有嘢想講，但係佢又唔出聲喎，想點呢？
等緊我講嘢先？定還是呢個係佢default表情，我自己諗多咗？
算，完全冇context我估都冇用，當自己諗多咗
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我問佢睇過我整嘅斷背MV未，佢話冇，不過佢知道上晒報紙
我問佢介唔介意我搞啲咁嘅嘢，佢話唔介意…
都未睇，點會介意喎，睇完先講啦
重有，我叫佢幫B-W錄啲嘢… 好難為你咩？左推右推，推跌部DV你賠啊
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開車去大西洋城~~~ 真攞命
大半年冇開車啦，一嚟就咁激，上高速公路，重叫我追車﹖﹗﹗點追啊﹖　　　　　　　　　　　
咪搞，我慢慢開，反正去到Atlantic City自然搵到佢
突然發現… 死啦，未開車頭燈！
租車，唔熟識添，點開燈架？黑咪掹，搵唔到個摯喎
忽然間幾隻手伸埋嚟幫我摸，乜摯都撳勻，水撥都開埋
唔掂唔掂，都係要停車先，剷上草地停低
開燈，OK… go go go
走走下… 唔係卦… 蕩失路？！… 重行雷閃電落大雨？！… 玩咩
“老竇~~~ 救命啊！”… 我老竇係最可靠嘅人肉GPS… 果然駛得
終於安全到達… 嘩，凌晨2點啦
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AC係個奇怪城市，話知你窮到燶，只要你肯賭就有優惠，酒店房間免費住都得
如果你唔賭，就算你願意畀5百蚊美金一晚，酒店都未必讓間房你住
問幾間都話爆滿，我知道其實有房，不過人地要留畀大客仔，冇辦法
算… 反正大家都冇打算瞓覺…
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喺賭場内遊蕩…
都幾搞笑，我地先過偶像上台，第一晚就喺music hall嘅舞台上hea
想象偶像在台上會點點點… 想象我地在台下會點點點
有個band友重話我地知偶像聽朝早會綵排
第二朝，我地又返去music hall，上咗balcony坐
偶像同其他人入嚟見唔到我地，不過佢地留一陣就走咗
肚仔餓，我地又走嚕，不過結果都係冇食嘢，走咗去曬相
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聚會~~~有啲麻煩，地點遲遲未OK，搞到我好騰雞…
冇時間啦，啲fans嚟緊啦，於是我跑… 跑跑跑跑跑…
偶像睇住我跑，跑完一個方向又調頭再跑…
佢話我喎… 我想跑咩﹖都係因為你
終於搞掂，坐定定等，等極佢都未出現，我餓死咗
我專登放碟檸檬喺佢個位…
果然，佢坐低就問 “請我食﹖”… “係啊”… 我偷笑
跟住我又窒佢啲geography唔得，真係乜仇都報晒 ^_^
我走去同啲concert老細傾偈，叫下次再搵偶像過嚟登台，
要搵更大嘅場地，重話會幫手賣飛添
啲fans個個都好乖，坐定定又唔嘈… 佢地第一次見偶像好興奮啊
偶像啲相同簽名我有，所以我唔急，等fans簽先
其實最緊要簽張poster，點知個死仔包居然…
“寫錯啊﹗~~~ 係S-E-L-E-N-A唔係C啊”… “哎呀﹗改返”
點改都死，張poster三個簽晒，最肉酸係佢嘅簽名，真谷氣
畀張新鮮熱辣合照佢簽，重扮惡咁話 “唔好再寫錯啊”
佢好唔好意思啊，GL放過佢啦
我知佢冇嘢，影大合照重叫我企佢前面，我本來企咗埋一邊架
佢搭隻手喺我脖頭度輕輕拍咗兩下，當時我feel到啲嘢…
我feel到佢同我講 “多謝”，感覺好似我第一次見佢嗰次佢同我講 “多謝”
佢冇講出口… 又係我妄想症發作…
唔諗咁多… Kelly好忙，拎住啲相機多過佢啲手指，我走開咗去幫佢手
影完相，祝佢good show，跟住 bye bye~~~~
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佢走咗，安樂晒 ^_^
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有時我會諗，我到底係咪佢fans嚟架？

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[Show緊...雜想]

轉channel… 寫中文好攰… 尤其寫廣東話
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Anyway… we met with Ella after meeting Bosco.
She is TOTALLY cool, VERY down to earth, I SO adore her now.
She even cursed in front of us… now how cool is that!
(a lot to say about Ella, but not gonna share it here, at least not now)
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After she left… I FINALLY GET TO EAT LA!!!!!
OMG, you have no idea… I only ate a dry blueberry muffin in the past 24 hours…
WAITER!~~~~
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We were eating and talking and just chilling in the restuarant, which, after several hours, was practically empty. All the other girls left but we took our time since we had several hours to kill before the show.
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Later Kelly and I went to get flowers. I have never seen anyone wrap a bouquet like that shop lady. She was strangling the flowers… it looked horrible. I took the flowers, divided it into 2 batches and rearranged them… ya… much better.
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OK now… SHOW TIME!
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Our seats weren’t as great as we expected… but it’s all good… not like I ever stay put during a concert anyway. WOW this is exciting. He’s gonna come out any moment. I was so anxious I broke my glowstick… got goo all over my hand… yuck!
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Cameras ready… he comes out… BAM! How in the world could anyone be so dashing? OK… his singing is err… nvm… but he looks good. He actually looks like a 天王巨星.
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The atmosphere made it a good show… his presence made it a good show… his personality made it a good show. He was clever.. he used his wits to his advantage and pedaled the show with laughter rather than pure music. I really enjoyed the concert… so much that I thought it was just too short. 唔捨得咁快完~~~

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[Show後...雜想]

完show之後，我地等咗個幾鐘頭…
終於有人理我地啦，帶我地去佢suite門口等…
嘩，個corridor好grand啊，唔知裏面係點呢？…
佢出嚟，重未換衫，我宜家先睇清楚佢件tanktop原來係個清代姑娘，
好特別，特別在一件男裝tanktop會有咁嘅設計，如果有女裝我會幾鍾意咯…
佢個樣好攰啊，咁攰都肯見我地，真係好抵錫…
佢一出嚟我地就讚佢做得好，但係佢真係攰到唔曉笑咁…
我本來都唔想要佢簽嘢，不過我tat咗個大堂展示牌，好大件…
我唔想第日抬去機場畀佢簽，結果佢都肯簽，當然啦，佢幾時都咁順得人…
佢問我張嘢邊度tat返嚟，我好唔知羞咁話 “門口咯”… “咁都得？”…
佢可能覺得我short short地，冇緊要啦，反正我有時都係幾short…
之後佢話影相，重第一個望住我，因爲我企佢隔離，好自然我係第一個同佢影，
點知我話好攰唔影… 囧… OMG，請咗偶像食檸檬添… 今次唔覺意咋
但係人地當時真係好down啊，因為adrenaline突然減退關係，係生理問題
而且我本來就唔係咁鍾意影相，影少張咯，你個樣又咁攰，我個樣又咁攰，算啦
影大合照，佢畀人非禮啊﹗… 偶像下次大聲嗌 “唔好” 啊嘛…
早知我唔畀人企佢隔離… 不過我估佢今日都畀人非禮慣… 陰功
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第三日，又好無聊咁週圍逛
行咗半條Broadwalk，好長好遠，其實我好想繼續行，個太陽好正，啲海風又涼爽
如果唔駛返紐約，我會落beach攤幾粒鐘，不過應該唔會有人想跟我去
班女仔好攰，要佢地行返轉頭會攞佢地命，等佢地慢慢逛outlet，我自己返酒店攞車
整定Kelly同佢有緣，喺outlet撞到佢… 哈哈，我又去撞下先
真係見到佢返房，扮偶遇，好冷淡咁講咗兩句，然後自己走先…
GL你好cool啊… 其實我係唔想阻佢時間
接晒人，出發，開車返紐約… 死，眼瞓添… GL你撐住啊
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到機場，等
等咗好耐都未見人，所以打電話問問佢地走到邊…
原來塞車，重有好長段路先到機場
真怕佢地趕唔切miss咗班機，我估如果miss咗都幾大鑊
慘啦，啲未成年少女趕住返屋企交人，又有個成年少女未肯上飛機… 點好呢？
急call老竇，佢帶埋媽咪飛車嚟JFK幫我載人返屋企
媽咪本來已經帶晒人走，點知佢地一走，偶像就出現
好彩老竇醒目，遠處就spot到偶像落車入機場，
叫班女仔返轉頭，唔係就miss咗送偶像
然後人人都趕住check-in、影相、簽名、送禮物、etc.
哈哈… 我向偶像介紹我媽咪，媽咪重同偶像合照添，媽咪好鍾意睇“摺枱”架
我手機響… “你阿媽搵你，你阿爸搵你，你阿媽搵你，你阿爸搵你…”
OMG… 我諗除咗唔識聽廣東話的地勤人員，全部人都望住我
哈哈… “哎呀﹗我爸搵我” 行開咗answer…
“咩事﹖”… “影多幾張相，記得幫你媽咪影埋啊”… 我差啲笑死咗
老竇你果然係… 哈哈… 唔怪之得幾次話要跟我去AC
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媽咪同班friend走咗，我送偶像同Kelly到禁區排隊…
唔等喇，好攰好眼瞓，走人
點知畀我見到… 咦，個枕頭寫住 “I Love NY”，重係粉紅色添
買買買，諗都唔諗就買，之前冇時間揀禮物所以冇買
希望呢個traveler’s pillow可以畀佢飛機上舒舒服服瞓一覺
佢真係好攰，返到香港又要開工，真係慘
撕開個膠袋叫保安叔叔遞畀佢，保安叔叔遞咗畀個黑鬼婆，黑鬼婆遞畀偶像
偶像以為人地搞錯，跟住保安叔叔指住我，偶像望過來，我向佢揮手，佢向我點頭
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揮完手，轉身行，好想喊
行返上樓上，抹抹面，原來已經喊咗
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偶像再見啦… 或者

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HOUSE OF BLUES
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舞台上的POV
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Gathering 大合照
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帶咗返屋企 XD